THE DIARY OF A YOUNG GIRL..............
As I read the first page that happened to be even the last page of the diary, a sea of thoughts flashed through my mind. Can such a thing ever happen was the first question that came to me? A 23yr old girl depressed with her professional and personal life planning to end her life, was like a shock that came to me.
All she needed was a few answers from The Super Power… everyone at some point has few things to ask Him but her questions were different………”Why did you send me into this family?””Why was I born as a second child?” “Why does my mother does not even think for a second before telling that she never wanted me in her life in front of me?” “Did you create such mothers also???”………….is God listening?? Will he ever answer my questions????? She was not sure of this…for that fact none of us are sure of His existence though we believe in him…
She longed to ask her father a few questions as she expected answers for her grief……….Dad, “why dint you allow mom to abort the second pregnancy when she never wished to have a second child??” “Why were you so adamant on it??””Why should I bear the brunt of your enjoyment?”
As a child she grew up with a doubt that she was adopted but when she got to know that she was indeed their biological child how could she face her own conscience which questioned her about her own existence? Does any parent tell their child “I dint want you in my life?”"Mother- The embodiment of love" ever say such a thing to her child????
As the world says Mother is the visible form of god.... Does God treat his children differently? Would He ever tell any of his creation that you were my mistake and not love??? Then why did he let a mother say such a thing to that girl? How is an emotionally hurt, depressed soul supposed to bear with this?????
As I read the first page that happened to be even the last page of the diary, a sea of thoughts flashed through my mind. Can such a thing ever happen was the first question that came to me? A 23yr old girl depressed with her professional and personal life planning to end her life, was like a shock that came to me.
All she needed was a few answers from The Super Power… everyone at some point has few things to ask Him but her questions were different………”Why did you send me into this family?””Why was I born as a second child?” “Why does my mother does not even think for a second before telling that she never wanted me in her life in front of me?” “Did you create such mothers also???”………….is God listening?? Will he ever answer my questions????? She was not sure of this…for that fact none of us are sure of His existence though we believe in him…
She longed to ask her father a few questions as she expected answers for her grief……….Dad, “why dint you allow mom to abort the second pregnancy when she never wished to have a second child??” “Why were you so adamant on it??””Why should I bear the brunt of your enjoyment?”
As a child she grew up with a doubt that she was adopted but when she got to know that she was indeed their biological child how could she face her own conscience which questioned her about her own existence? Does any parent tell their child “I dint want you in my life?”"Mother- The embodiment of love" ever say such a thing to her child????
As the world says Mother is the visible form of god.... Does God treat his children differently? Would He ever tell any of his creation that you were my mistake and not love??? Then why did he let a mother say such a thing to that girl? How is an emotionally hurt, depressed soul supposed to bear with this?????
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