नयी सफ़र 

एक नयी सुबह और एक नया सफ़र,

मंजिल पर टिकी है नज़र/

अन्जानी राहों ने खोले है बाहें,

कितनी भी मुश्किलें आये बढ़ना है अब हमें/

इस राह पर जाने क्या होगा हासिल,

फैसला कर पाना है मुश्किल/

बीता छोड़ आगे बढ़ना ज़िन्दगी का दस्तूर,

अब ये भी है हमे मंज़ूर/

निकल पड़े है नयी सफ़र पर, अन्जान से पहचान और मुश्किल का सामना करने,

ऐ खुदा बस इतना करदे दे जाना होंसला, जो निकले है अन्जान राह पर चलने/

शुभ दिवाली 

शुभ हो दिवाली दीयों की रौशनी के साथ ,

अमावस्य की रात तारों के ज़रिये चाँद से बात /

             

               लक्ष्मी पूजन की यह रात आजाये माँ सर पे रखने हाथ,

              बाटने प्यार और आशीर्वाद /

यह दीयों से रोशन रात संग पठाको  की बरसात लाये /

हर दिया उम्मीद लाये पठाके की ख़ुशी संग लाये /

छोड़ो डर बढ़ो आगे येही संदेसा लाये /

            

             रोशन हो ज़िन्दगी जैसे दीयों की यह रात,

             शुभ हो दिवाली दीयों की रौशनी के साथ /

सभी को दिवाली की हर्थिक सुभकामनायें .............

स्नेहा 

ज़िन्दगी का सफ़र

सुहाना था बचपन हमारा,

था सभी का प्यार और सहारा/

जब दिखी हमारे चेहरे पे पहली हँसी,

खिल गयी सबके दिलों में ख़ुशी/

जिस खिलोने से हम ने खेला, 

वो बन गया अन्मोल सोना/

जब हम ने अपना पहला कदम लिया,

उन्हें लगा हम ने दुनिया जीत लिया/

माँ की लोरी और पापा का गुस्सा,

थी ख़ुशी ज़िन्दगी का हिस्सा/

अब ज़िन्दगी के हर कदम पर मजबूर रह गए,

किसी की ख़ुशी के लिए खुद दुःख सह गए/

इस छोटी सी ज़िन्दगी में जाने कहाँ खो गए,

हर लम्हा खुद ही को ढूँढ़ते रह गए/

थी वो दुनिया हमारी जहाँ दिल खुश था,

अब ये है दुनिया हमारी जहाँ दिल खुश हो नहीं पाता/

क्यों हम बड़े  हो गए,

सबके साथ रहते भी अकेले हो गए/

स्नेहा 

ना जाने वो कौन है .......................

है कोई बला या ज़िन्दगी का हमसफ़र,

है जीने की वजह या मौत का डर/

ना जाने वो कौन है ?

कहीं छुप के बैठी है ,

तेरी हर आहट पहचानती है/

ना जाने वो कौन है? 

जो बात दिल में है वो भी उससे छुपा नहीं,

अन्जान है पर अन्जानी नहीं /

ना जाने वो कौन है?

जो हर मोड़ पर साथ देती, 

कभी न अकेला छोडती /

ना जाने वो कौन है?

सुख में शामिल होती दुःख में आंसू बहाती,

ना दिखती फिर भी साथ है रहती/

ना जाने वो कौन है?

ना है कोई बला ना मौत का डर,

है वो कोई जिससे तुम बेखबर/

फिर भी.................

 ना जाने वो कौन है???? 

AND..............


We dream and strive to make them real but is it always possible? Is everyone so blessed, that their dreams and their hard work is always rewarded? I can say I am blessed to a certain extent………surprised??? Sneha speaking positively for a change…………..:)

My childhood dream of being a teacher was fulfilled and well rewarded too………….what does a teacher need, than a word from her students that they would miss her classes??? With my profs support and help it was not at all difficult and must say had a very sweet batch of students whom I can never forget afterall I gave them my first lecture and ironically the last one too……..


I was into teaching just that I would keep myself busy till I get into my doctorate studies. All my dreams shattered when someone who had promised to guide me had taken someone else in my place and my life was again directionless… I had to give my life a direction and not wait for anyone to show me the direction. And………………


MBA is my new destination……may be surprising, shocking but yes it was a tough decision. Leaving all my dreams, interests behind and choosing a totally different field was not what I wanted for my life but was the need of the hour for a secure life ahead.

THE DIARY OF A YOUNG GIRL..............



As I read the first page that happened to be even the last page of the diary, a sea of thoughts flashed through my mind. Can such a thing ever happen was the first question that came to me? A 23yr old girl depressed with her professional and personal life planning to end her life, was like a shock that came to me.


All she needed was a few answers from The Super Power… everyone at some point has few things to ask Him but her questions were different………”Why did you send me into this family?””Why was I born as a second child?” “Why does my mother does not even think for a second before telling that she never wanted me in her life in front of me?” “Did you create such mothers also???”………….is God listening?? Will he ever answer my questions????? She was not sure of this…for that fact none of us are sure of His existence though we believe in him…


She longed to ask her father a few questions as she expected answers for her grief……….Dad, “why dint you allow mom to abort the second pregnancy when she never wished to have a second child??” “Why were you so adamant on it??””Why should I bear the brunt of your enjoyment?”


As a child she grew up with a doubt that she was adopted but when she got to know that she was indeed their biological child how could she face her own conscience which questioned her about her own existence? Does any parent tell their child “I dint want you in my life?”"Mother- The embodiment of love" ever say such a thing to her child????


As the world says Mother is the visible form of god.... Does God treat his children differently? Would He ever tell any of his creation that you were my mistake and not love??? Then why did he let a mother say such a thing to that girl? How is an emotionally hurt, depressed soul supposed to bear with this?????

WHY?????



As I pass through the lanes of OUCW, all that comes to my mind is the independence, carefree attitude, and tensionless life, now everything in the reverse gear. As I think about what I have achieved through these years I find progress at the cost of my own life. I had lived my life during graduation but now even life has become a duty. Huh is this what it means to achieve…….????


There was a day when anything spoken was not taken in the wrong sense and now I see people waiting for me to speak to take wrong meanings out of it. A simple joke would be a means of laughter and now it doesn’t even bring a smile on my face. Why is it that I crave for a happy smile? Why is it that I put up an artificial smile for people when I have never done that before??? Why is it that my face tries to hide my feelings??? Why? Why? Why?


So many unanswered questions yet the answer still remain why?


If the answer to it is I have matured in my behavior through these years then I don’t want this maturity which is changing my nature, my identity….. People in my life have not changed but the way we look at life has changed. Back in those days all of us looked at life in the same way more of fun and less of tensions but now its going different paths which don't seem to converge at any point neither in our thoughts nor in our actions. We regretted parting from each other after graduation but may be in the real sense we have moved away from each other now :(((((


And if I think what I have achieved through these years then I feel why did I? Leaving behind my own self and taking ahead a fake personality in my form? Yet it’s a why in my life? Hope it doesn’t lead me to why am I living this life, when I am not the one I am meant to be………………..


SNEHA NAIK